u: .....macam biasa...mesti kena
i:...hehe...kena apa kali ni?
u:...mcm biasa.....ada jerr yg x kena...x pagi..noon...x noon...evening...or even midnite....ikut2 nasib ler....nasib baik skali jer sehari...nasib x baik....all shifts kena...
i:...so???
u: arini cakap pasal benda yg sama lagi...isu dah basi....asyik2 suruh improve3x.. x de benda lain dah nak cakap....sama jer...i have feelings 2 u know....how can they treat me like this. i'm not small kids anymore...i'm old oredy....they think i'm what??? stupid???
i:...so...u told them or not about ketidakpuashatian u???
u:......ahhhhhhh! malaslarrrr....malas nak menjawabbb...nanti kata i kurang hajar larrr....mcm2 nanti....kang apa2 jadi salah kita jugak.....pasal i kan penyebab segalanya.......rasa macam x de life!!!
i: *sigh*....ingat x the last time kita bincang pasal benda ni? Apa yg i ckp kat u.....tell them d truth....apa u x stuju, u voice out larrr....when u voice out at least they know where u stand, kalau u x voice out, itu larrr jadinya....it's like u're handing over your life to them...itu yg diorang buat sesuka hati tu......
u:....ahhhhhh....sama jerrrrr.....cakap ker...x cakap ker....sama jer....*komplen lagi pasal isu semasa yg sama* tu yang i malas tu...bila buat adaaaaa jerrrr yg x kena...itu salah...ini salah....bila tak buat....laaaaagiiiiii larrrrrr salah besar.....habes tu mcm mana?
i:....*staring sharply at her*....u tengok skarang ni....tengok & ingat perkataan i betul2.....from now on, i nak u to tell them exactly what u told me...voice out....pasal no point u bagitau i...asyik2 complaint yang sama....how long u nak jadi macam ni.....in the past boleh larr u salahkan diorang....tapi now??? i don't blame them for behaving that way 2 u also....pasal u pun x nak stand up for yourself!!! it's like u merendah2kan diri u dan kebolehan u sendiri & others can see that!!! It is soooooo OBVIOUS!!! Kalau u sendiri x yakin dengan diri u, manakan pulak orang.....u gotto give yourself a chance to stand for you!!! They might forever be like that, but U can change this coz only U can control yourself & change your destiny!!! Now...from what i c, u're letting them control your life!!! How can this b??? you yang sepatutnya control your life....bukan orang lain!!! Perangai depa kita x boleh kawal....but ours....ours we can control....so, decide from now that u'll take control of your life.....only U can do it!!! i can c that u can.....but y can't u??? *long silence*......so.....how?
u: ntah larrrr....i dah malass.......
i: no....u pikir apa yg i cakap.....nobody can help u but yourself....just u & yourself.....otherwise, there's no point living like this......
..............pikir2 kan lahhhh.....................
